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Sunday, 23 May 2004

Dad bought a new television, Sony WEGA 29", digital, flat to replace my super-old 10 years old television which has retired already. Then watch Charlotte Church' concert DVD, her voice is charming, clear, and 'angelic', pretty also XP
Tomorrow, there will be a biology test, 2 chapters, 50 pages, and I haven't studied anything yet *fainted* Am I too lazy or what?
While I have a short nap, I have a weird dream, Joris, my friend and my guild leader tell me that he has changed my RO account password. Ten minutes after wake up, I get SMS from him, tell me that he has changed my RO account password ?_?

Saturday, 22 May 2004

Aglarana is level 61 right now. Grrrr...I just do a totally foolish mistake, I try to upgrade my buckler to +5, but I forget to bring a priest with me to Gloria and also forgot to do blessing. The refining is failed, I lost my +4 buckler T_T and I just think, maybe it would be better if I entrusted it to my blacksmith friend who has high DEX and LUK so the success refining possibility would be increase, baka me! Fool thing number 2, I buy buckler again at NPC, 14K. Why don't search it at Morroc Market?? *cry* Luckily (but not luckily) my buckler isn't a slotted buckler (I'm not a kind of stupid reckless who'll refine expensive thing with putting high risk on it, but I think I'm stupid enough to do all those things)
I try to install Ragnarok Sakray Offline on my PC, my PC doesn't suffice the recommended PC specifications, especially on RAM and VGA so the waiting for the loading is like waiting a snail to arrive at the finish of 100 metres-length running-area. After login and create a character, a message box "Hubungan ke server gagal" always appear >_<

Sunday, 9 May 2004

Today I watch "Ragnarok the Animation", baaad!! Which I mean as bad is the awful ordinary and extra-boring main character and usual story. Very hyperbola, how could a 'have just started playing' low-leveled and fool swordman can beat Golden Thief Bug (easily) and become the MVP? Luckily, Iruga the assassin is an interesting character, besides, he is cool, kakkoi yo! I don't know what will happened with next episodes, but seems I can't expect much from this anime. I thought that this anime would be great by the reason of RO game's popularity, but.. indeed, I'll keep hoping for the story and character's development, therefore I'll still watch the next episodes.

Saturday, 8 May 2004

Plays RO for 3 hours, only increase a level because I waste my time to GB a cupu thief at Byalan -_-;; First, I hunt at pyramid mummy, then all of sudden a little boy sat beside me at the internet cafe ask me,
"Kk main di Chaos, Loki, Iris, apa Sakray?"
"Chaos"
"Healin thief aku dong!"
"Di mana?"
"Itu, lagi duduk di sebelah kiri kk."
"Ooo"
"Sekalian GBin"
"Level?"
"29"
"Ya udah, lu bikin." <-I feel pity for him, since he is chubby and cute ^^
"Kok tiba-tiba ga bisa sama rata?"
"Iyalah, sama rata cuma bisa kalo level lu selisih <=10 level dari gua, ntar kk yang support, lu tinggal gebuk-gebukin aja."
"Ok"
Arrive at Byalan Dungeon:
"Kk, jangan diem aja!"
"Lha, tugas kk kan nge-heal lu."
"Ga usah heal! Bantu gebukin!"
"Oi, strength kk cuma 1 -_-, sekali pukul damage dikit banget."
"Ga apa-apa"
I waste an hour to GB him, at last I cannot endure anymore, I create a warp to GlastHeim and hunt by myself, but...
"Kk kok jahat, aku ditinggal?"
"Sori ya, mo naikin level, ntar level kk ga naik-naik."
"Tapi kasih aku item ama zeny dulu ya? ya?" <-parasite
"Ya udah, nih."
I give him 1.5K, some potions, and shoes T_T
Solo in Graveyard, suddenly lag badly *hikz*

Friday, 7 May 2004

A shocking incident happened today. When I was hunting in Pyramid, my cellphone is vibrating, I ignore it since I am busy healing my friend. Suddenly 4 mummies attack us, no one around us, so I die and returnto Morroc. I open that SMS, from 1 unknown number, told "Dion dipanggil Tuhan." I don't put any attention, I think that the sender sent to the wrong number, I continue playing, hunting alone in Graveyard then die after DL approach me at glance. While waiting for a priest, I read again that SMS, apparently that is from my dad, I don't save his number. The news is shocking me so much. I don't believe that my kind cousin, who is very smart, who was passed the UGM test with very high score, who want to be a doctor specialised in children's heart syndrome, had just died. I go home with confusion, shock, unbelieveness, and sad a bit. My dad tell me the cause of his die. At first, he was in schoolbus, read comic and chatted with his friends. All of sudden, he got a heart attack, seems very suffer. His friends panicked and searched for his medicine but didn't find it. Schoolbus driver drove rapidly to the hospital, but it was late. One minute after the heart attack, he passed away. I still didn't believe it, it's too early for him to faced his death. I still remember, a week ago, we, his sister, and other cousins bought anime and watched it together, chatting, etc. I really really don't understand why God do this before he do his final test, before he feel his college's environment. He's very enthusiastic about studying there.

Well, sometimes truth is very cruel..

Thursday, 6 May 2004

My mathematic test result is suck, 57. The mistakes are very stupid one, mistakes which shouldn't be happened. And I don't know which is number 2 and number 4's mistakes. I have checked it for many times but still not find it. Ironically, my physic test got 92 -_-; I am frustate today, my head seems want to explode. I have (almost) never got good scores for mathematic test this last block (3 months/ 0.5 semester) but the minimal scores of physic and chemistry that I got so far are 80.

I knew, I realized so much that I was soooo careless. At school, I have remember that I must brought my accounting, PKn, english, english lab, and physic books to home to study for tomorrow's test and to do homework, but I forget to bring all of them. My bag is empty, OMG Kazu! What happened with you?

Watch Naruto eps 55-56, nothing special. The scene of Naruto's training with....is boring.

Wednesday, 5 May 2004

There's a lot of dammit homework which I haven't done yet, I pretend to be sick at sport subject, stay in the class, and copy my friend's homework. Today has no differences with other ordinary boring day. Fortunately, I find quite interesting thing to be done, doing all the chemistry exercises XP

Today's schoolbus is overloaded with girls, friends of one person in my schoolbus, I am forced to sit on my friend, very uncomfortable. Noisy girls, narrow, land-sick, headache >_< One thing on my head is only the way to get out from there and going home as soon as possible.

My acolyte level is make me want to cry, 50 and I have insufficient time to increase it. Must I use bot for a while? But bot is slow, I can't wait for such long time to turn my acolyte into priest. Still 11 job level to go. 50... why are you so far from me? T_T

Tuesday, 4 May 2004

Supaya dapat mencapai kepuasan dalam segalanya,
Jangan menginginkan apapun.
Supaya dapat memiliki segalanya,
Jangan memiliki apa-apa.
Supaya dapat menjadi segalanya,
Jangan ingin menjadi apa-apa.
Supaya dapat menikmati apa yang tidak kau miliki,
Tempuhlah jalan yang memberi kenikmatan.
Supaya dapat mengenal apa yang tidak kau punyai,
Engkau harus berjalan di mana engkau tidak mengenal.
Supaya dapat memiliki apa yang tidak kau punyai,
Engkau harus berjalan di mana engkau tidak bermilik.
Supaya dapat menjadi apa yang bukan adamu,
Engkau harus berjalan di mana engkau bukan apa-apa.
(St. Yohanes dari Salib)

Interesting, ne? I have no idea about what should I write for today's entry, that's why I copy this from my book.